Future and Past

I've never felt this weight
Bearing down on me
This crazy unsettled feeling
Of what might come to be

A nasty, bitter thought
Of knowing that the past
Will be the only visions
That in my mind will last

A capsule of the world
Caught in time alone
Before the world went dark
And left me all forlorn

Night vision

Staring at the dusk
My eyes don't see too much
A frustrating feel for me
When just trying hard to see
I guess I must accept
That overall it's a small debt
But certainly an overwhelming loss
When thinking of the cost